Manifesting My Person

Hi, Lily here once again with a random idea.

I was talking to a tarot card reader a couple of weeks ago, and we got to talking about relationships. Not too surprising, given it was a tarot reading—lol.

My biggest issue has been finding someone. Finding that person who fits me, and I fit them. We’re best friends, and we finish each other’s ‘sandwiches’. That’s the idea, anyway.

However, I have a big problem: I’ve never been in a relationship. So I have zero experience with what I want from a partner. I’m a couple of ’90s movie clichés at once. ‘40-Year-Old Virgin’ and ‘Never Been Kissed’ wrapped up in one package. I’ve only ever been on two dates in my life, and neither went further than a single meet-up.

This is where the advice from the tarot reader comes in. I need to make a list. That way, I have a better idea of what I’d want in a partner. I can’t manifest my person if I don’t know who that person might be.

So let’s create a list. Something to better bring my person into focus. To manifest them into my life. Below is my list, and I put it out into the universe with this blog post. My person, whoever you are, let’s go on a date!

Someone who:

  • Is kind
  • Is funny
  • Is a witch
  • Has black hair
  • Is beautiful
  • Is handy
  • Will watch anime with me
  • Is outgoing and an extrovert
  • Is a woman or nonbinary person (parts don’t matter)
  • Has goth or alt style
  • Will take charge, but sometimes let me take charge
  • Will go along with my crazy ideas
  • Will go on adventures with me
  • Will laugh at my stupid jokes
  • Is gentle and firm at the same time
  • Is successful in their career or path
  • Will sing a duet with me
  • Is a similar age to me
  • Is honest and open
  • Will let me snuggle whenever I want
  • Will rock my world

Stay safe, everyone!

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I’m Lily Lulonut

I’m a writer, and this is my blog. I created this space to share my writings on all sorts of subjects: creative writing, journals, personal essays, reviews, witchy stuff, kink, sex, and anything else I come up with. A little bit of everything. I’ve also had this big story stuck in my head for years, and I’d love to start exploring it here.


I’m a trans woman (she/her) who’s been transitioning for a couple years. Transition brought me back to writing after years away from it. I’m a witch who’s always learning more, a Lilithian and worshiper of Lilith. I tend toward left-hand path and darker magick, and I believe magick is capable of anything. The impossible made possible. Beyond the witchy stuff, I’m also a big old nerd. I play D&D, love fantasy books, and I’m really into anime, especially isekai. I’m an aspiring goth living in Colorado Springs, finally getting to dress the way I always wanted to.


I hope you enjoy my blog, and feel free to reach out. Stay safe, y’all!