Lily Lulonut

Longing. Longing for something unseen, something that lacks comprehension. A feeling, or a thought. Something intangible.

Having fun, giggle fit, so much energy!

Connection, connection with people, connection with energy. Connection with the self.

Need to share this energy, I need to fly!

There is a energy inside. Wild, free, giddy. A energy constantly being held back, being told to stay quite. Must conform.

Pain is fun, oh more pain please! Pleasure is also fun, oh more pleasure please!

The only way I can describe is, fae. A energy that wants more, wants faster, wants everything all at once. This energy, these emotions, scream for more. Scream for freedom.

Wwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Then there is the world, humans, humanity. Broken, corrupt. Play by the rules, hold back. I scream out into the world, I don’t want to hold back. But, there is understanding.

Dont stop, dont ever stop. Keep going forever and ever!

Not alone in the world, others, slow down. Rules that must be followed. I don’t mind, I understand, but I yearn.

Please don’t stop, please keep going!

Fae energy, unstoppable, insatiable. Need more, wish for more. Tears flow, alone. Happy.